Memoirs of a Texan: Redemption
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      Robert Savage is part of another massive cattle drive to Kansas. Thanks to a finance        
      arrangement set up by Jim Cobb, his brother, Charles, is also running his own cattle. The
      herd is even larger than the massive drive of 1866 and is nearly as good with
      multiplication of invested capital. On the ride home with Doss, Charles, and the other
      ramrods, Robert comes across a massacre.

      Outside Wichita, Kansas Wednesday, June 19, 1867

      The drovers wanted more of Isak Bramwell’s good food and paid him to leave later with    
      them. Me and Charles and the other ramrods went with Doss on the trip back to Texas.
      We made good time without the chuck wagon.

      Nothin’ much happened ‘til we got ‘bout twenty miles west of Wichita. We come across a
      cattle drive led by Ev Brown, one of Doss’ long time friends. I remembered him from the
      drive I took to Missouri before the war. Good man.


      Ev had stopped the drive to help a group of homesteader families.

Jayhawkers killed the men and older boys. Then they raped and cut the women and older girls.
Took all the stuff they could load on a wagon and headed back to Indian Territory. I seen many
battlefields in the war, but never where the Yankees or we took it out on the women and kids. I
wanted to track down the bastards and kill ‘em. I wudn’t by myself.
Brown wuz short handed and could not spare any of his drovers, but sent three back with the
survivors to Wichita where they could be tended. The same Jayhawkers rustled two hundred of
his cattle the night before after killing one of the drovers and wounding another.

Brown wuz mad but, as much as he wanted to, couldn’t track down and settle with the
Jayhawkers. We come along at just the right time to help out. He asked Doss, “Can you take
care of this?”

Doss nodded and asked Ev, “What do you know of these Jayhawkers?”  

Ev replied, “They’re not just thieves, but mean and rotten to the core. From what I learned from
the women and my drover who fought with them, there were twelve of ‘em led by a Confederate
deserter named Calvin Poulter and a Comanche half-breed who calls himself Red Shirt.” I saw
Doss’s jaw tighten as the names were mentioned.

“Can you take me to where they wuz last seen?” Doss asked.

Ev nodded, excused himself, called for his ramrods, and instructed ‘em on where to take the
cattle for the next night and where Ev expected to catch up with ‘em the next day.

At the same time, Doss gathered me, Charles, and the others and explained, “I’m goin’ after the
Jayhawkers. Any I don’t kill, I’ll hang. I’ve got a history with Poulter and Red Shirt. Sorry I didn’t
take care of ‘em then. It’s personal and I don’t ask any of you to join me, but I’d appreciate help
from any who’ll ride with me.”

I spoke for the group, “We’ll go with you, Cap.”  

Charles added, “Ain’t no forgivin’ what they done. Without the Kiowa ridin’ with us, could’a been
any of us they killt on the trail.”

Ev led us back to where the cattle wuz took. The trail led south where the Jayhawkers likely had
a camp. Not hard to track two hunnerd cattle. They had a two day start, but we could overtake
‘em easy. They couldn’t push the cattle more’n ten to twelve miles a day.

On the trail, I learned Doss’s nephew wuz killt by Red Shirt on a drive to Missouri before the
war. Poulter worked for Doss ‘til Doss caught him stealin’ from the chuck wagon. Not the theft,
but the lack of concern for safety of the herd and drovers angered Doss. Poulter wuz drunk
and banged pots and pans lookin’ for a bottle he thought the cook had hid. Doss pistol
whipped Poulter ‘fore sending him home. Durin’ the war, Poulter rode with Confederate raiders
in Kansas and Missouri. He formed his own gang of cutthroats at the end of the war.

Doss found the Jayhawkers on the second day out. He ordered us to follow ‘em ‘til dark, but
stay out of sight. At night, the Jayhawkers did as he expected. They built a big campfire,
cooked their food, and ate it. Brought out whisky bottles, got drunk, gambled, cussed, argued,
and fought with one another ‘til they passed out around the campfire. No one stayed up to
serve as sentry. They didn’t even guard the cattle they took.

Doss told us, “Jayhawkers steal from homesteaders and undermanned cattle drives. Lawmen
can’t pursue ‘em into Indian Territory. This bunch has likely outrun posses that came after ‘em.
They won’t be lookin’ for us.”

In the early morning, we snuck up on their camp. “Get close ‘fore you shoot. These are animals
and deserve no mercy. We’ll hang any left alive when we have mornin’ light.” Doss ordered.

Dawn came and we circled their camp. Not a stir. They slept ‘round the fire. We closed in. ‘Bout
fifty feet out, one of the Jayhawkers raised his head, shouted, and reached for his rifle. We
shot six in the first round and gunned down three others as they tried to get up and run. Four
got away.

One of the Jayhawkers panicked and ran directly at me. I aimed my pistol and put a bullet
through his head. When I turned him over, I saw a youngster, maybe a younger brother or a
son, likely no older than sixteen. If life wuz fair, he would’ve grown up in a carin’ family. Instead,
we caught him with a pack of dogs and gunned him down.

I had no problem with it. Don’t matter what he dun ‘fore the Jayhawkers. He run with ‘em and
took their lot. I thought back to the young man I caught thievin’ from us outside Opelika,
Alabama and set free. I wondered if he had enough backbone to break away from his no good
family. Maybe he ended up like this‘un.

We run down the other three, includin’ Calvin Poulter. Lassoed and dragged ‘em back to camp.
In early mornin’ light, we found an oak tree with limbs high enough to string ‘em up. We had
eight – Poulter, two others that wuz roughed up, and five wounded and still alive. We got Red
Shirt in the first volley. The evil bastard sat there cussin’ us. It pleasured Doss. He wanted
Poulter and Red Shirt to know who sent ‘em to Hell and wanted ‘em cussin’.

Doss took the scriptures to heart. Jesus forgave the thief on the cross who repented. He
didn’t want last minute salvation for Red Shirt’s and Poulter’s hate filled souls.

We pistol whipped two of the Jayhawkers ‘fore we tied ‘em up and put ‘em on horseback. One
of ‘em spurred his horse to ride off and caught a pistol to the head. Then we hung him. Doss
fitted a noose over the head of each Jayhawker, drew the rope drawn taut, and tied each rope
over the limb. For each hangin’, he said, “God forgive you for we have seen what you dun and
cannot.” He used a leather strap to swat the horse and send it out from under the condemned
man. When the first limb wuz filled, we used a second limb on the other side of the tree to hang
the other four.

Doss wrote a note and tacked it on the tree. “Jayhawkers caught by a posse of cattlemen.
Leave them where they hang.” We left the Jayhawkers danglin’ for buzzards, coyotes, and
crows to eat.

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The Jayhawkers had a wagon they stole from the homesteaders. In it, we found food stores,
valuables taken from the farms, and $192 in coins and currency. We agreed to take what we
recovered in the wagon, along with the stolen cattle, the Jayhawkers’ horses, saddles, money,
and firearms, back to Wichita to help the homesteader families.
The Jayhawkers had better rifles and pistols than ours. We took theirs and tossed in ours. We
did the same with their horses and saddles. We came out ahead and figured the homesteaders
would get about as much for our stuff.

We returned to Wichita and turned over what we took off the Jayhawkers. Too late to catch up
with Ev Brown and, besides, Doss knew Ev would want the homesteader families to have the
cattle the Jayhawkers stole from him.
The Sheriff asked Doss about what happened to the Jayhawkers. He told him, “They died
resistin’ arrest.”

The sheriff nodded and thanked Doss and us for goin’ after ‘em. “By law, I can’t go across
county line. I’m grateful a former Texas Ranger Captain with good men came along to rid
Kansas of this pack of vermin” he said.

Nacogdoches, Texas, Friday, July 5, 1867

I felt good about what we dun. Our third drive, next year, will follow the same trail we did this
year. Talkin’ with the cattle buyer and folks in Abilene I learned there’d be more drives for the
meat packers back east. John Ferguson told me Yankees had a taste for Texas beef and it
would grow. I took care of things pretty good. Maybe some of Jim Cobb and Andy
Blaylock rubbed off on me.

Me and Charles went on with Doss and the other ramrods to Sherman, Texas and then split to
go home. From there, we’d move on to settle accounts in Beaumont. He said nothin’ ‘bout
payin’ me back, but Charles wuz keen to repay Andy and the Major.

When we got back home, me and Charles found Pa’s sore joints wuz worse. He could barely
get up from bed and go to work at the Feed Store. We talked about it and came up with an
offer. We had enough money to take care of the family. Charles wouldn’t take no for answer.
He would put in half. I couldn’t argue too hard as he, too, was now a man of wealth with
prospects. It wuz settled.

We sat down with Pa away from Ma and Janet. I said, “Pa, you took care of us all your life. It
troubles Charles and me to see you crippled up, goin’ to work every day in pain. We know you’
re hurtin’ and too proud to tell anyone. God, in his mercy, gave Charles and me a stake. You
helped considerable in suggestin’ Doss Williford to us. We want you to sell your share of the
Feed Store, stay home, and look after Mother and Janet. We’ll be sending $50 a month and if
you need more we’ll send it.”

Pa’s eyes filled with tears as he replied, “I hope and pray you never come to the place where I
am. I can no longer take care of my family. Your mother and I always wanted you boys to have
a better life than we had and now you have. I don’t want you spendin’ any of that money on me.
I’ll do what I always dun and feed my family.”

Charles said, “All we are or hope to be is because of you and mother. It’s not charity we’re
offerin’, just to give back a little of what you gave us.”

We saw something we never seen before. Pa broke down and cried. He said, “I ain’t never took
a dime from no one I didn’t earn and I ain’t startin’ now.”

I put my arm around him. “Take it as a loan. When you and Mother pass, Charles and I’ll take
the house, sell it, and get our money back.”

Pa laughed, wiping away his tears with a gnarled hand and said, “I may be crippled, but I ain’t
stupid. This house won’t sell for even ten months of what you and your brother want to give
me.”

“All right, look at this way. Janet’s a sweet girl and we love her, but she ain’t much to look at.
She’ll have a hard time findin’ a good man to marry. What if we send fifty dollars each month to
take care of our sister?”

Pa put up his hands and said, “Your sister ain’t ugly. But you boys are right. I can’t take care of
my family. We’ll starve if’n I don’t get help and, with two rich sons, I reckon I’ll take help from
you. But, God knows, it’s a bitter pill to swallow.”

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If I ever needed proof of a just God, I came across Charlotte Ellis in town. She wuz
embarrassed like. I wuzn’t. “Howdy do,” I said, like we wuz friends which we wuz.

She said, polite like, “How have you been, Robert?”

I smiled and told her all ‘bout the last drive. Told her my share wuz up to twenty thousand. I
scratched my chin like I wuz thinkin’ and told her, “You know, I think I might run it up to a
hunnerd thousand ‘fore the cattle bizness dries up.” Then I said, “Give my regards to your
mother,” and walked away.

Jim wuz right. Doin’ well’s the best revenge. Had to admit Luke McNeil wuz a good man, but he’d
work a lifetime and never see a hunnerd thousand dollars particularly with Charlotte spendin’
what he made.

I learnt somethin’ in meetin’ up with Charlotte. I felt nothin’ for her. Much rather marry Sara if
she’ll have me. Just as purty and a whole lot nicer.

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When we met up with Jim and Andy, I let Charles do most of the talkin’. He dun well. Handled
hisself like he knew what he wuz doin’. Paid back his loan from Jim, Andy, and me and thanked
us. I wuz proud of him. Pa and Ma would’ve been too.

Jim took us back to his office for drinks where we all treated Charles as an equal and he wuz.
Jim and Andy asked ‘bout a drive next year and there wuz no doubt we would go. When Jim
asked what I thought, I told him “We can stop goin’ to Mexico for cattle. Texas ranches run
down durin’ the war. There putting’ out calves now. We’ll pay more for ‘em but drive ‘em less
and get a better price in Abilene.”

I think Jim already knew and, like he usually did, Andy went along with Jim. We settled on puttin’
forty thousand dollars into the next drive. It would be two drives if we ran our cattle with Doss.

Charles pointed out somethin’ we learned on the drive. “Good market in Colorado. We could
run a couple thousand head with Charles Goodnight.”

Andy pressed us on prices and I had to admit we didn’t know how much more we could get
runnin’ cattle to Colorado. Jim suggested we take all the cattle we could with Doss and take
whatever wuz left on the Goodnight drive. We discussed and agreed to do it.

Starting the next drive around San Angelo made sense. Charles would go with Doss to Abilene
and be our man on the drive. I would do the same with Goodnight if we could work out a
contract. I didn’t look forward to it. I knew Doss, didn’t know Goodnight. We wouldn’t have
Medicine Blanket’s braves on the drive to Colorado.
Medicine Blanket
Kiowa War Chief, 1967
Lt General John Bell Hood, CSA
generals and many think the
most foolhardy. He lost an arm
and leg in service to the
Confederacy
General Stand Watie, CSA
Cherokee Mounted Rifles
The last Confederate general to
surrender to the Union Army
Texas Governor Edmund
Davis, 1870-74, Republican
Pictured here as General First
Texas Cavalry, USA
Infuriated Texans by raising
taxes to provide universal child
education and fund the
integrated State Police
Texas Governor Richard Coke,
1874-76, Democrat
US Texas Senator, 1877-95
Governor after Reconstruction
Charles Goodnight
Pioneer Texas Cattleman
He blazed the
Goodnight-Loving Trail to the
Colorado mines
Oliver Loving as a young man
Loving died in gunfight with
Indians far from home. His
partner, Charles Goodnight,
sealed the coffin and brought
Loving's body home for burial.
William Callicot, one of McNelly's
Rangers, 1875. and
cross-draw holster, typical of
Rangers of the period
Jayhawkers raid Kansas
town, 1859
General Albert Sidney
Johnstown, CSA. Commander
West. Killed in a freak accident
West. Killed in a freak accident
at Pittsburg Landing (Shiloh).
Curtis Textile Mill, Lowell<
Massachusetts, 1866
General Nathan Bedford
Forrest, CSA. Illiterate cavalry
general historian Horton Foote
identifies as one of two
'geniuses' in the Civil War. The
other 'genius' was Abraham
Lincoln.
Sullivan (Sul) Ross. Former
Confederate officer and later
President of Texas A&M.